website was to serve two purposes:
True documentary of my real life exploits as Rachel Dane,
2. Attract a lover, significant others and play
years, I have polished my vision of Rachel Dane. Most
accurately, I can be described as a "Latex Courtesan."
I drew inspiration from the literary courtesans of Colette
and Alexandre Dumas, Hollywood movies of the 1930's and
1940's, the Japanese Geisha, and Michael Manning's
many people on this exploration of self. I played
with, and had sex with men, women, transvestites and
transsexuals. I had some wonderful experiences, and
some not so wonderful. Rachel Dane was my lifestyle
and I fully embraced it.
contacted mostly by submissive males and other rubberdolls.
I recognize this as my reality. I no longer hope for
an Owner, Top or dominant lover. After 8 years of
trying, and over 2 million views, I only had one
relationship as Rachel. Disappointment,
disillusionment and frustration has settled upon me.
What is the point of transforming myself into an elegant,
sophisticated courtesan, if there is no one to appreciate
I am a
succulent plum that sat too long on the branch. No one
came to pluck me, so I withered away. I can no longer
continue to nourish myself. I lost hope that anyone
would genuinely be interested in me. I question if I
even still wish to be Rachel Dane.
this is due to living in Michigan, where they have never
seen a rubberdoll before and are generally freaked out by my
appearance. While the Internet exposes me to the
world, it remains difficult to meet someone for a cup of